She's quiet for several moments before saying, "I don't know. I'm...I'm very happy for them, and I wouldn't wish it otherwise, but I don't know that if it had been different that I would have felt comfortable, or...I did love him, you know," she says finally, looking at the ceiling. "Still do, really, though not in the same way. And it's good, the way it is. Sometimes I think about--about why it ended, though, and it hurts, a bit. Not like it did, but a bit. And I think it might have hurt, if it had been something I'd thought about for a very long time before it happened."