"Oh..." Lucy blows the hair out of her face as she thinks it over. "I don't know that I really wish it hadn't ended. I might never have been with you, after all. I just...wish I hadn't known what he was thinking when he ended it, wish I'd never gotten on a train," waving her hand, "to chase an apparition, wish I'd known I was dead and saved us both the grief. All sorts of things."