"Rilian broke an oath to Blodwen and swore one to Caspian. Caspian's now in her sights, and she's promised him pain and betrayal. Caspian accepts this, because it keeps his son safe." She can't resent that, and wouldn't, but she can wish it was different, and she can still hate it. "Oh, and Jadis informed me that I still remind her of her sister and swore an oath to grant me a request I would make of her. But I'm more bothered by being terrified for my boyfriend."