It almost hurts how much she wants and how much more and that's really the word that keeps coming back to her brain, just "more" as she looks down at him and her shoulders shake. Not like the first time, not really, and not like almost any other time she can think of, except maybe Vegas, and that was nice, except.
Except she gets to decide, this time, and she can't lift him against the wall but she can brace herself up, hands on his shoulders, and kiss him hard and deep before managing, "God, I--" And she has to bite the last word off because his hand is being clever on her chest, before finishing, "--could do this forever." It might kill her all over again, but she wouldn't, really, mind, because he looks different from this angle and handsome, and she means it when she said forever, or at least he's not sleeping soon, and she deliberately slows her movements as she kisses him again.
Mostly because she can, and she wants more, but she also wants to hear him make some of those noises again, and it's urgent, but not as much for her as for him, and she still owes him.
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Date: 2006-10-26 04:33 am (UTC)Except she gets to decide, this time, and she can't lift him against the wall but she can brace herself up, hands on his shoulders, and kiss him hard and deep before managing, "God, I--" And she has to bite the last word off because his hand is being clever on her chest, before finishing, "--could do this forever." It might kill her all over again, but she wouldn't, really, mind, because he looks different from this angle and handsome, and she means it when she said forever, or at least he's not sleeping soon, and she deliberately slows her movements as she kisses him again.
Mostly because she can, and she wants more, but she also wants to hear him make some of those noises again, and it's urgent, but not as much for her as for him, and she still owes him.
Just a little.